뭐여 !!! 안자고 있었던겨?

술한잔(진짜 딱 한잔) 하고 집으로 가니 12시가 넘었어.

아니 지하철에 왜케 술취한 인간들이 많은겨 .. ;;

암튼.. 집에가서 옷갈아입고

세수하고 이빨딱고..

이제 자야지 하고 방으로 드갔더니...

아니... 이것이...

엄마는 자고 혼자 아이패드 보면서.. 룰루랄라 하고 있다..

날 쳐다보더니 썩소 한번 날리고.. 

헐!!!!!!!!!!!!!

시계보니 12시30분..

저녁도 안먹고 ... 그럼... 여태 엄마 재우고 혼자 아이패드를 몰래 본겨?

이게 3살 맞아? 

아니 잠안자고 왜 아직도 이걸 보고 있냐고 하니깐..

씨익 한번 더 웃더니 다시 아이패드로 시선고정..

헐!!!!!!!!

넌 애가 아냐..

살살 달래서 아이패드 끄고 불 다끄고 누었더니.

발로 벽친다... ㅡㅡ;

아놔.. 잠좀 자자!!

흑

징징징.. 하루종일 징징..별

전화가 왔다.

애가 2시간동안 논스톱으로 울고 있다고..

이유는? 아이패드를 달라는거.. 워메... 고집이 장난이 아닌..

퇴근하고 집에가자마자 가방도 안냅두고 바로 데리고 아파트 한바퀴 돌고..

저녁으로 스파게티 먹으로 집앞에 스파게티 집으로 감.

이쁘게 잘먹고 와서는.. 좀 놀다 바로 자는거 같더니...

물론 나는.. 옆에서 자버렸지만.. 

징징... 아니... 악악 거리는 우는 소리에 깨보니 시간이 11시.. 

또 언제 일어났는지..일어나서는.. 울고 있다.

아이패드 달라는거다.. 

뽀~로로~ 뽀로로~ 거리면서 운다.

절대 안된다고.. 힘주고 껴안으니..

아니..무슨 애가 이렇게 힘이 쎈겨..

발악을 하는데..이건..장난아니다..

불다꺼고.. 꼭 껴앉고 있었더니.. 흐느끼고 우는건 둘째치고..

이건 뭐.. 발악을 하는데.. 아.. 뭐가 문제일까.. 뭐가 문제일까... ㅠㅠ

망할넘의 아이패드..좀 편하자고 줬다가 지금은 나를 죽인다.. ㅠㅠ

결국 불켜서 눈쳐다보며 안된다고 했더니..

안기면서 ..서럽게 울다가..

잔다.. 

나도 잔다..

아... 똥고집.. 

우짤까.. 이 똥고집을... 

열받아있는 별

이틀전부터 열이 살살 있는거 같더니 오늘도 여전히 열이 있다.
가급적 약을 안먹이는편이라 아직 열내리는 타이래놀도 안먹이고 있는데...

땡깡이 장난이 아니다.

아직 애지만 컨디션이 안좋으니 땡깡을 부릴만 하지만..엄마가 아주 죽을라고 한다.

어제저녁에는 밥상에서 뽀로로 보겠다고 아이패드를 달라고 해서 안되겠다 싶어 버릇고친다고 아이패드뺏어 숨겨버렸더니.. 
숨긴방에 가서는 약 30-40분을 서럽게 운다.. 

그러면 안되지만 나도 화가 나서 밖에 나가라고 맨발로 문앞에 세워버렸더니..
대성통곡하며 문닫지 말라고 문잡고 버틴다.. ㅋㅋ

이제 30개월된게 쫓겨나는걸 아는건가? 

결국 이래저래 한바탕 태풍이 지나고 씻기고.(요즘 머리 깜는걸 너무 싫어해서..아주 죽을맛이다)

아이패를 다시 줬더니... 누워서 룰루랄라... 

아까 못먹었던 밥이라도 줄라고.. 

장조림에 치킨까스에 비벼서 겨우 밥먹이고... 

아.. 당췌 왜케 밥 먹는걸 싫어하는지..


나중에 커서 똑같은 애 낳아라!!!

Five Important Things For A Modern, Young Woman

Five Important Things For A Modern, Young Woman

One thing I noticed about women is that, typically, our world revolves around the needs of others. Our friends, family, kids, and then our husbands. But the world has changed. The modern woman celebrates the fact that we are women and we love it. Here is a list of modern women essentials in life.

1. Love
   Love is at the top of the list for a very good reason. It's a big word and we all know why. From the moment we are born and throughout our adult lives, we consistently seek to love and be loved.
   
2. Beauty
   I wouldn't say every single woman seeks to be beautiful but most of us relish the idea of being attractive, for our own sake and for others. For most parts, we seek to look youthful, energetic, and fashionable through skincare products, cosmetics, fashion and inner well-being. That is why I am in the ladies accessories industry. I strongly believe that every woman reserves the right to accessorize herself in order to accentuate her good points (while downplaying her flaws at the same time). Perfect solution. :-)
   
3. Independence
   I know independence is not exclusive to women but it is one of the more crucial things I can think of that is important to a business woman like me. I can even think of more than a dozen women I know who focuses on being independent too. Perhaps it is a modern-woman thing. Women from the older generation never puts much emphasis on being independent, instead relishing the idea of being supported and protected.
   
4. Financial independence
   More so now than ever before, not only do modern young women look for personal independence from their boyfriends, husbands, partners and parents, they continually seek to grow financially without the help of others.
   
5. Inner peace
   Throwing a blanket definition for this would be unfair to the masculine gender so I am going to say that almost everyone I know seek inner peace too but for a woman, despite fighting to be independent and successful in her own right, the modern woman also seeks to be justifiably happy from the inside, taking her away from everyday demands. This is evident in the fact that there is an ever-increasing demand for services like spas, retreats, meditation, yoga, etc. 
   
   
   
   
   I shop my jewelry and from rubyimports.net 
    

I'm just glad I did this

There is a very good reason why a marketer would say that there are only two industries in this world that guarantees you a clean profit if you do it well.
One, the baby's industry. Anything related to babys, toddlers, education and toys, you are sure to sell some to make a nice income. Two, the women's industry. Really....the thing with women is this – we can resist the biggest buffet of our lives and yet, we can't resist something cute, will make us look pretty or cute or is in limited edition. I guess that it why I am in the ladies accessories industry.
For one, I love them. Two, I love to sell them. Three, all my customers love them! The look of delight that passes on their faces is so exhilarating to see that it rivals the 'ka-ching' sound of my cash register. Well, the virtual one, anyway, because I don't have a real store. I sell all my ladies accessories through my friends, blog and also a personal website.
Other things, apart from ladies accessories is the makeup and cosmetics industry. Tell a woman that she can have crystal clear skin within three weeks of using this magical lotion, and you have her like putty in your hands. The sale is doubly fast when you have a good testimonial – better if there is a 'before' and 'after' proof. But there is just one little skirmish thing about being in the cosmetics and skincare industry, reliability. Since we are not rich enough to keep piles of stock from the said companies (think L'oreal, Nivea, Revlon, etc), we have to resort to selling products that are slightly cheaper...which sometimes translates into 'shady' or 'questionable quality'.
When dealing with someone's looks, it is touchy. I know I would give it my best shot at suing the manufacturer if someone sold me products of questionable quality.
Therefore, I am in the ladies accessories industry. Which is fun, exciting and so much more fast-paced. I love finding new designs every now and then, as opposed to other industries because it is, then, that I get to show it off to my friends.
Suffice to say, after starting my business selling ladies accessories, I have made so many more new friends in the cyber world. It is like I have a home where I live and connect with my family, and then my real friends in the real world...and then my cyber friends/supporters/customers.
I'm just glad I did this. :-)